I feel it often. Like I COULD be on the precipice of something, only if I… xyz: read something inspiring, watch something inspiring, see the exact RIGHT thing that will start me flowing. But what if, what IF, that FEELING is the feeling of wanting to create. Maybe that’s it, I’m there. I’m right on the ledge, but instead of jumping off into the void of all there is to create; and letting what I will create catch me, no I stand on the ledge, and let it stretch before me. Constantly walking along, watching the ether of creative ideas float beneath me. I must learn to jump. Must learn that the more I create, the stronger the arms of those ideas will be to catch me. They’ll cradle me from one to another until I am frolicking amongst the sea of pleasure, passion, and figments waiting to come to life, and they will reciprocate.
I’ve also had the feeling like I should stop overthinking and just do. So here’s this entry from my journal; unedited and raw, for whoever to see.
Thank you for ingesting, and thank me for satiating.
xo,
A. Song
Avril Song 